Yes, now I’m leaving. But don’t you worry, if it’s that you ever worried about… cause I’ll be back, I don’t know when, you don’t know when. But I will. I’ll be fighting this days, fighting for everything I’ve been working all my times. So if I’m not here you should know that I’ll be out there doing something much better. But don’t you ask me to be back, just I know when I will be.

♫I’ll be OK - McFly

When everything is going wrong
And things are just a little strange
its been so long now
You've forgotten how to smile.
And overhead the skies are clear
But it still seems to rain on you,
And your only friends all have
Better things to do.

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

Now things are only getting worse
And you need someone to take the blame
When your lover's gone
There's no-one to share the pain
You're sleeping with the TV on
And you're lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol in the world
Would never help me to forget

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day,
Oh just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK

You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone (you're not alone)
You're not alone

oh Just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
Won't you tell yourself
I

When you're down and lost
And you need a helping hand
When you're down and lost
Along the way,
Try a little harder
Try your best to make it
Through the day

Oh, just tell yourself
I, I'll be OK
I, I'll be OK
I, I'll be ok

McFly♥

Fuck yeah mundo me desconecto.

Sé que no estoy subiendo nada últimamente acá, pero lo que cuenta es la intención. No subía muchas cosas porque estoy muy ocupada en estos momentos. Pero ahora me voy, sí, me desconecto por un tiempito, no quiero ver mas nada que tenga que ver con redes sociales o toda esa cosa. Estoy un tanto apretada en el colegio aparte de todo y me tengo que poner las pilas. No sé cuánto tiempo va a ser, pero sí me lo voy a tomar. Acá dejo unas últimas entradas para irme contentilla.

Si entras a mi blog sos un groso/a.

Acá dejo una imagen de Angelina Jolie♥

Spring*

Feliz día de la primavera para todos!

Hoy me dediqué a escribir un poco mientras tomaba mate comía biscochitos sentada en el patio al sol. Fue un día muy productivo. No salí a ningún lugar ni nada por el estilo pero me gustó estar con esa temperatura preciosa de hoy afuera tomando mate.

Mañana hay que volver al colegio :( si, si, lo sé es un bajón pero no podemos cambiarlo. Hay que hacer unos últimos esfuerzos para aprobar las benditas materias antes de llevarse nada a diciembre y tener que pasarse todo el verano encerrados estudiando porque realmente no me siento como ir a hacer eso durante mi verano. Necesito un descanso de este mundo loco y ese descanso va a ser en el verano. Así que voy a poner lo mejor de mí en estos momentos y aunque realmente no me dé más el cerebro para soportar el colegio, lo voy a hacer. Es más como cumplir alguna condena para mí que ir a un colegio a estudiar. Pero solo voy a hacer lo que tenga que hacer para aprobar. Espero que por lo menos salga y ya.

Quiero librarme de esta pesadilla a la que llaman colegio.

Mientras tanto seguiré esforzándome para conseguirlo, me libraré de esta pesadilla algún día, y ese día va a ser cuando terminen las clases.

No sé si hay gente que lee este blog mio o qué, pero si la hay, muchas gracias por leer y que sepan que tienen que luchar por lo que quieren lograr. Me parece que todo se puede lograr. Ya en diciembre veremos cómo me fue a mí con esto. Pero por ahora a luchar gente!.

You're so damn pretty Angelina

los amo♥

FUCK THIS SHIT, I'M LEAVING OUT OF HERE

Some things changes. And now you see the world exactly as it is. And you realize that stop caring about stupid things that people does, is the best decision ever made. Stop crying for broken relationships, stop caring about everyone every time, stop waiting from people something you know they’re not going to do, is the best ego you can have. I love myself way too much to waste my time on stupid things, too much to be like a wet doggie waiting to someone throw a little piece of rotten food, too much to  wait a call, to wait a talk, to wait a text, to wait a Facebook wall post, to wait a tweet… I love myself the much enough to be rolling the stupid play.

 

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

♫ Oasis - Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

 

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

You inspire me Linkin Park

 

this's the best place to stay;

Revisando el cofre que hace tanto enterré

I just sat back in front of computer, and I tried to write how I feel about him. And then I was just seated there, without knowing what to put. I had a white page. I looked the conversations again. Every time I remember him, every time I look his picture again, it seems like everything’s turning black… and gray over again, bringing me back to those times. Making me remember like if that was today, how I felt. I can’t describe my feelings; I think I don’t know how I feel. I just can’t say with words. I never talked again about this with no-one else. I ripped him out of my life, and a long time after that I fell again to him. I talked. It was not the same anymore… it never was a “same” to say it was not the same anymore. Because that “same” that I’m talking about, had never existed. That “same” would mean seen love. And it never existed such a thing like the seen love. We both kept it on a little casket under ground. Till that ground started burying the casket and it just went too far under ground that could never came to the supperfice ever again. And I don’t mother fucker know why I’m thinking about this. But that casket of mine on the ground some days shouts from deeps saying that it still there.

#100 post a year since I knew Ian Somerhalder

A year ago I knew you, then I never stop loving you. I can't write nothing, because I have no words to express.

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

 

And now I’m meeting the sun*

Lady Gaga taught me to be myself and to love who I am

♫“I’m beautiful in my way cause God makes no mistakes I’m on the right track baby, I was born this way”

Rihanna taught me how to feel special

“Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world”♪

 Christina Aguilera taught me to sing at loud

♫“Ain’t no other man but you... oh!”

Madonna taught me how to be a rebel

“Like a virgin, touched for the very first time”♪

Britney Spears taught me to be sexy

♫“I love rock n’ roll ! So come on take your time and dance with me! Yeah!”

Cyndi Lauper taught me to be fun

“When the working day is done, oh girls they want have fun, oh girls just want to have fun”♪

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can still find a way

♫“And when I’m gone just carry on don’t mourn”

Shakira taught me to shake my hips

“And I’m on tonight, you know my hips don’t lie”♪

Katy Perry taught me to be happy about myself

♫“You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine, just on the night, like the 4^th of July, cause baby you’re a firework”♪

Pink taught me how to express what you think and feel

“Dear Mr. President come take a walk with me” “Pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel like you’re less than fucking perfect”♪

Bon Jovi taught me to say I love you

♫“And I will love you, baby, always”

Paramore taught me to shout everything

“So are you listening? So are you watching me?”♪

Avril Lavigne taught me to be a pretty rebel

♫“All you do is to hell around, whoa, I’m thinking: what the hell?”

Beyoncé taught me sexy moves

“Is not worth the drama, for a beautiful liar”♪

Likin Park taught me to express what you feel, singing in every way

♫“All you’ve ever wanted, was someone to truly look up to you, and six feets under water, I do”

Guns n’ roses taught me that the rock is forever

“Welcome to the jungle, we got fun and games, we got everything you want”♪

Miley Cyrus taught me that you can say everything no matter age

♫“I can’t be tamed, I can’t be saved, I can’t be blamed” “Sometimes you going to have to loose, ain’t about how fast I get there, ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side… it’s the climb”

Music teach us many things, music had taught me…♫

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

I wanna tell you  
I DON’T FUCKING CARE!

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

Happy 48!

Ok, too too too too too bad from me to forget your birthday the entire day! I can't understand what's going on with me :B hahah.
I can't even say anything, words are just not coming up to my head right now... I love this man like hell, that's the only thing I'm sure of. I'm writing this letter knowing that nobody in the entire world will ever read it, at the least no you. What by the way means much more than entire world ♥.
I love your acttitude and your strength to face everything. Crazy of course, you are, otherwise those amazing roles couldn't be ever played by you. But that's a kinda more interesting. That something you have, that capability of playing a character. If I were a person who doesn't know you, what's not a too possible case, I could never realize that in two different movies you are the same actor. That talent that you have, shines like sun in the morning, with so many strong, like the moon and stars in the middle of a lonely night on a forest. You are like thousands of stars shining upon my head. And not even having to mention what kind of amazing person you are. Like the real amazing ones. That's all what you mean to me... you live in us. You'r part of it because you filled with something else the people's heart, you gave some aport to every people who listened you. Not even care if it was a tiny contribution or a big one, but you gave something. That something yours will ever be a mark.
Happy 48th birthday, you deserve this~
With big love, here Camila♥

Welcome to the world again-

I wanted to do something good for my state-mind. I was going to take a weekend for thinking and pretending not to be here, I was here really. I just tried to pretend walking away and then I figured out that I can’t walk away of the troubles because I still thinking of it. I wanted to disappear for a weekend, but I realized that I’ve disappeared only for them. I wasn’t missed, I was right here, watching everything, and listening it all. They must tough that I was somewhere, if they ever though about me, but I wasn’t really. Even if I pretended to be missed for them, what by the way it wasn’t what I really wanted to do, I didn’t wanted to come back. I wanted to stay there in the no-existential-existence, what is a little more pathetic. I only saw that they didn’t care. Had a terrible weekend, where I saw how much the people care about me. That’s the why of: why I didn’t wanted to come back to world, their world.

 I’m much better now, I have to assume this. I won’t stay just here watching and listening I think I deserve much more than that. And I love so much myself that I can’t allow this to happen. That’s why I still here, trying.

 “You can choose: be crying and release yourself of pain, what it only will take you to lose. Or you can choose, go for the hard one and try even if you fall down, you have some chances to win there.”

This’s for those who care about me this days.

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
you saw her bathing on the roof
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to a kitchen chair
she broke your throne and she cut your hair
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah.