♫ Oasis - Wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

 

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

You inspire me Linkin Park

 

this's the best place to stay;

Revisando el cofre que hace tanto enterré

I just sat back in front of computer, and I tried to write how I feel about him. And then I was just seated there, without knowing what to put. I had a white page. I looked the conversations again. Every time I remember him, every time I look his picture again, it seems like everything’s turning black… and gray over again, bringing me back to those times. Making me remember like if that was today, how I felt. I can’t describe my feelings; I think I don’t know how I feel. I just can’t say with words. I never talked again about this with no-one else. I ripped him out of my life, and a long time after that I fell again to him. I talked. It was not the same anymore… it never was a “same” to say it was not the same anymore. Because that “same” that I’m talking about, had never existed. That “same” would mean seen love. And it never existed such a thing like the seen love. We both kept it on a little casket under ground. Till that ground started burying the casket and it just went too far under ground that could never came to the supperfice ever again. And I don’t mother fucker know why I’m thinking about this. But that casket of mine on the ground some days shouts from deeps saying that it still there.

#100 post a year since I knew Ian Somerhalder

A year ago I knew you, then I never stop loving you. I can't write nothing, because I have no words to express.

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

 

And now I’m meeting the sun*

Lady Gaga taught me to be myself and to love who I am

♫“I’m beautiful in my way cause God makes no mistakes I’m on the right track baby, I was born this way”

Rihanna taught me how to feel special

“Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world”♪

 Christina Aguilera taught me to sing at loud

♫“Ain’t no other man but you... oh!”

Madonna taught me how to be a rebel

“Like a virgin, touched for the very first time”♪

Britney Spears taught me to be sexy

♫“I love rock n’ roll ! So come on take your time and dance with me! Yeah!”

Cyndi Lauper taught me to be fun

“When the working day is done, oh girls they want have fun, oh girls just want to have fun”♪

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can still find a way

♫“And when I’m gone just carry on don’t mourn”

Shakira taught me to shake my hips

“And I’m on tonight, you know my hips don’t lie”♪

Katy Perry taught me to be happy about myself

♫“You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine, just on the night, like the 4^th of July, cause baby you’re a firework”♪

Pink taught me how to express what you think and feel

“Dear Mr. President come take a walk with me” “Pretty, pretty please, don’t you ever, ever feel like you’re less than fucking perfect”♪

Bon Jovi taught me to say I love you

♫“And I will love you, baby, always”

Paramore taught me to shout everything

“So are you listening? So are you watching me?”♪

Avril Lavigne taught me to be a pretty rebel

♫“All you do is to hell around, whoa, I’m thinking: what the hell?”

Beyoncé taught me sexy moves

“Is not worth the drama, for a beautiful liar”♪

Likin Park taught me to express what you feel, singing in every way

♫“All you’ve ever wanted, was someone to truly look up to you, and six feets under water, I do”

Guns n’ roses taught me that the rock is forever

“Welcome to the jungle, we got fun and games, we got everything you want”♪

Miley Cyrus taught me that you can say everything no matter age

♫“I can’t be tamed, I can’t be saved, I can’t be blamed” “Sometimes you going to have to loose, ain’t about how fast I get there, ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side… it’s the climb”

Music teach us many things, music had taught me…♫

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

I wanna tell you  
I DON’T FUCKING CARE!

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

Happy 48!

Ok, too too too too too bad from me to forget your birthday the entire day! I can't understand what's going on with me :B hahah.
I can't even say anything, words are just not coming up to my head right now... I love this man like hell, that's the only thing I'm sure of. I'm writing this letter knowing that nobody in the entire world will ever read it, at the least no you. What by the way means much more than entire world ♥.
I love your acttitude and your strength to face everything. Crazy of course, you are, otherwise those amazing roles couldn't be ever played by you. But that's a kinda more interesting. That something you have, that capability of playing a character. If I were a person who doesn't know you, what's not a too possible case, I could never realize that in two different movies you are the same actor. That talent that you have, shines like sun in the morning, with so many strong, like the moon and stars in the middle of a lonely night on a forest. You are like thousands of stars shining upon my head. And not even having to mention what kind of amazing person you are. Like the real amazing ones. That's all what you mean to me... you live in us. You'r part of it because you filled with something else the people's heart, you gave some aport to every people who listened you. Not even care if it was a tiny contribution or a big one, but you gave something. That something yours will ever be a mark.
Happy 48th birthday, you deserve this~
With big love, here Camila♥

Welcome to the world again-

I wanted to do something good for my state-mind. I was going to take a weekend for thinking and pretending not to be here, I was here really. I just tried to pretend walking away and then I figured out that I can’t walk away of the troubles because I still thinking of it. I wanted to disappear for a weekend, but I realized that I’ve disappeared only for them. I wasn’t missed, I was right here, watching everything, and listening it all. They must tough that I was somewhere, if they ever though about me, but I wasn’t really. Even if I pretended to be missed for them, what by the way it wasn’t what I really wanted to do, I didn’t wanted to come back. I wanted to stay there in the no-existential-existence, what is a little more pathetic. I only saw that they didn’t care. Had a terrible weekend, where I saw how much the people care about me. That’s the why of: why I didn’t wanted to come back to world, their world.

 I’m much better now, I have to assume this. I won’t stay just here watching and listening I think I deserve much more than that. And I love so much myself that I can’t allow this to happen. That’s why I still here, trying.

 “You can choose: be crying and release yourself of pain, what it only will take you to lose. Or you can choose, go for the hard one and try even if you fall down, you have some chances to win there.”

This’s for those who care about me this days.

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

Well your faith was strong but you needed proof
you saw her bathing on the roof
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to a kitchen chair
she broke your throne and she cut your hair
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah.

"Why are you shouting to me?"

I know that I'm kinda obsessed, but I love him, I seriously do. Why people can love artists and I can't? I'm able to love whoever I want to love like you are. You can't judge me about loving, that's about feelings and you can't change me. I love this artist because is one of the bests I ever saw. Yeah! it is for me! and what? should I be ashamed of that? I'm sorry, but I'm not. I'm proud of that, is something I don't regret. Everyone says "Oh you love him so much" in a disgusting way to me. Why people? Who am I that I can't love him? Can't I love him because he's not Al Pacino? Can't I love him because he's not amazingly knowed? Well,

I FUCKING LOVE HIM :)  

And this's all about, I won't stop loving him! 

I LOVE YOU IAN SOMERHALDER!

I SO FUCKING LOVE YOU! ♥

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

 

Doi                       ng so                       me art~

That's                        my art*                        

I toook your                        hand and I                        promised I will;
 Never fail~*                        

*Sisters forever*

                       

Camilita Sol

Team Delena♥

Team Ian Somerhalder♥

                       

I still thinkin about it

This's not aggression, this's expression

 

I'm wishing it, I'm seriously wishing it

My little sist and her little tiny pink shoes

We I still trying hard on this. Can’t reach anything, even if we I try. We I don’t understand at all if this’s good or if this’s bad. We I just know, what we I want and we I will get it-

I had a little time yesterday when I wans’t studying (like I should being) and I did this to share with you all.

This is “Elijah story: vampires looks humans candy shop”

First pic, the big one. After that I’ll put the same pics separated.

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Tuve un tiempito ayer cuando no estaba estudiando (como tendría que haber hecho) e hize esto para compartirlo con ustedes.

Esto es: “La historia de Elijah: Los vampiros parecen humanos confitería”

Primero, la imagen grande. Después están las mismas por separado.